Smile to yesterday

One of those days.

Sharifah Raudah — Tue, 01 Mar 2011 18:30:00 +0000

Do not apologize if you do not know what you are apologizing for.

I am the kind of person who appreciate people who are sincere in their words and/or actions.

I am Nineteen.

I grew up, knowing stuck-ups people who just sticking their noses around just because they are self assuring themselves.

With the fact that they have to do something. Not because they want to.

It is hard to find someone who is sincere. To be a friend to someone. To give a helping hand to a needy.

There is always a motive that is self-profiting.

Making friends with someone and just ignore him/her when you have another friend.

And only coming back to that friend when you are alone again.

The day I will turn.

Sharifah Raudah — Mon, 28 Feb 2011 17:31:00 +0000

And there came the memories of all the previous guys I have gone out with.
Cleaning up my things was just hurtful. Realising how much I have gave some of the guys hope and dashed it in a blink of an eye.

If I were to break up with my current boyfriend, I promise that I will not give the next guys who I’m going to see that much hope. I will die out of guilt.

And its IF i were to break up with my boy.

Or shall i turn lesbian? Hell i will die. Most girls are such a bitch. Being too clingy. Too sensitive. Too naggy.

That girl.

Sharifah Raudah — Mon, 21 Feb 2011 18:28:00 +0000

One of the best people i could count on.

When NS took it all away.

Sharifah Raudah — Fri, 18 Feb 2011 18:48:00 +0000

The boy has gone for two weeks for his NS training.
I miss that boy damn alot. Two years down the road. And we will have our overseas trip. I want to go to Genting. To be beside you. To touch the sky. With Shidah. I will be dreaming of touching the clouds.
But for now, i’m dreaming of you coming back.

Bear holding flowers (:

Sharifah Raudah — Sun, 30 Jan 2011 14:32:00 +0000

Mr Irritating gave that Balloon bear to me.
I really hoped that it will not shrink. But it will. Soon. So I’m here checking it out if it is shrinking in size noticeably.
Thank you Mr Irritating (:

STATS- flunked

Sharifah Raudah — Fri, 28 Jan 2011 18:38:00 +0000

Failing Stats ICA wasnt a pleasant thing for me right now.
I dont know why but i guess somehow deep in me, I knew that it will happen. If i ever failed Stats this sem, i will die. 6 months of no pay. Shitholes in the making. And i will then scurry for a living. I guess mum and dad will not come to know it anytime soon. IF I FLUNK MY STATS this sem. I shall try my hardest for blog. Fuck ya Stats. I will make sure i will have money to eat and spend !

Sharifah Raudah — Thu, 20 Jan 2011 17:04:00 +0000

He edited this (:

Its already been more than a year since I get to know him.

And i’m scared of my skills assessment later ):

Sharifah Raudah — Fri, 14 Jan 2011 20:44:00 +0000

I think I’m tired of all this shit.

The Rat

Sharifah Raudah — Sun, 09 Jan 2011 17:09:00 +0000

Things have been not so good.
Presentation and tests.
And Chingay training is really tiring when it comes to dancing the routine, trying to make it prefect.
Going all the way to F1 pit is already grrr.

And i dont feel like a ASST Leader in the class. Seriously. I dont know but i think someone deserve it more than i do.

I think everyone need a hug. RIGHT NOW.

Be kind. Nobody own you a living.

2010

Sharifah Raudah — Fri, 31 Dec 2010 18:14:00 +0000

Thats all about 2010. Those people have been the highlights of my 2010.And i know that some of them cant be part of 2011. Lets pray that they will be.

I love you (: